CHAI...
CHANG...
RONG...

where is the previous Chai Chang Rong...
someone please return the previous Chai Chang Rong into the world.
I miss the previous Chai Chang Rong...
Maybe Chai Chang Rong just disappear forever...

Let it be ,
Let go her ,
Put it down ,
Chai Chang Rong .... Forget it...
Her heart and love had taken back,
You had it before... but not now...

At least she LOVED you,
don't mind if she still love you or not.
Please Chai Chang Rong...
She loved you... its ok.. you had her love before...better than u get nothing.

Chai Chang Rong !!!
appreciate what you have now.
Take the past as memories... as history.
The sweet memories? Put it in your mind...
The bad memories? Forget about it...

Remember you can find someone better than the recent thing.
There is still many things u did'nt dig it out...
And many people would not wanted to see you continue like this.
They want you to get back to your own life...
They want you to be happy...

EARTHQUAKE shaked us,
CYCLONE broke us,
HURRICANES took our LOVE away forever...

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

ahh...
i need someone right now... =(

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
that's alright because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
and right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but i still fight while i can fight
as long as the wrong feels right it's like i'm in flight
high off of love drunk from my hate
it's like i'm huffin' paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
and right before i'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
and i love it, wait, where you goin'?
i'm leavin' you, no you ain't come back
we're runnin' right back, here we go again
its so insane, cause when it's goin' good its goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength


taken from {love the way u lie}.


maybe it show how i hurts...
and how i feel like...

心阵阵的绞痛，

心酸，

心完全被麻醉在痛与爱里。

我真的越来越难受了，

但我还想继续爱着你，想着你。

一张张你和他的照片，我总觉得我的心好痛，好痛。

让我痛一辈子算了。。。

我还沉坠在那爱的海里，

深深地爱着你

思恋你的每一张脸孔

灿烂的笑容，可爱的脸蛋，那生气的样子，

我还思恋着，怀恋着，想着...

my bday is just over...
its just like an ordinary day.
dun feel as happy as previous birthday.
i love that bday care u gave me.
thank you very much =)

I just end this thing with my way.
Its just a temporally way.
I am not included in that thing right now.
Actually i am still the same. Still suffering but not so badly.
You and him should solve it fast,
and let us be more than frens.
p/s: sis and bro

Living without you for one hour is so hard...

如果緣分結束了，就算怎麼挽回怎麼強迫 終究也將一無所有
WT

at last i know what is 101th....
but it dun exist today...
why????

one month just passby
and it counts how many day did i started suffering.
one month =( ....

and i want back how u treat me last time u did.
u make us happy , i wanted that happppppyyyy back...
but , how? =(

i feel so nervous.
so tired.
so sad.
so pain.
so is in love in some other way.

i annoyed u, i know.
really i am SORRY for that. but really i cant do anything else...



the love should be buried forever
forever...... =[